Just A Virgo

Some "facts" about virgos. I know people say don't let these things define you, but I can really connect with these things.

- It takes a long time for a virgo to open up to someone emotionally.
- Virgos appreciate the time and effort put into looking good for them and they notice everything about you, from your scent to your nails.
- A virgo's mind can be a safe haven for them.
- A virgo will measure every angle of a fall before they even consider taking it. They must be sure you're worth it.
- Virgos understand the power given to the person who has their heart, that's why they have trouble giving it away.
- A virgo will only give their whole heart or they won't give it at all.... All or nothing.
- When virgo falls in love, it's usually a hard fall, so they may have a difficult time getting up if they have to.
- If a virgo distrusts their emotions, it may be because of what they've seen them do to others.
- Virgos may only speak a few words of affection, but they love in many forms of action.
- If a Virgo warms up to you, you will discover so many wonderful layers of personality you didn't know existed.
- In a relationship w/ a virgo, even the smallest efforts to make them happy don't go unnoticed. They appreciate it & will show you how much.

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Horoscope - June 28, 2011

It's complicated to tell someone how you feel today, especially if you think that your disclosure might be a catalyst that triggers unpleasant memories. Nevertheless, you may not be able to settle down until you share what's in your heart with a trusted friend. Be careful; revealing your inner process might elicit a strong flow of tough emotions, but the lessons you could learn will make your journey worthwhile.

I'd say this was Sunday's horoscope. It describes the events of Sunday perfectly. I just wanted to say that...and this: I've found myself on a new journey with a new partner and things have been great. I couldn't ask for more. I never really ask for anything actually. I don't have to. I usually don't know exactly what I want until I'm getting everything I don't want, and I know what I'm getting is definitely not something I don't want. In simpler terms. I'm happy. ^_^ I don't know where things are going, but I'm happy with where they are. I have no worries to think about, no expectations to meet. I can just live and learn and enjoy the present. Slowly, I can open up more layers of myself that I had locked away a few months ago. Whether my heart will be fully opened is something I hope for, but am not putting all my cards in. I won't leap as quickly as before, but I have leaped none the less. This fall is more of a glide...and it looks as though I'm landing on marshmallows.

In Love?

What does it mean to be in love? To start, I have to say, no, I'm not in love right now. I'm just thinking. I've been in love before and all I can remember is at first I'm not and then at some point I am. I don't remember the transition or if there was one or if it just happened like popcorn kernels to popcorn. I remember having a feeling that I like someone. I remember my senses changing around a certain person. But I don't remember the exact moment when I suddenly felt I was in love. Like, is there a certain general range of time where all it takes is saying that you are and it becomes true? I've had love at first sight before. I believe I wrote about it on here with that puppy. There was a time before that. That was when I got my cat, Azuca. Never with a person though. That seems to take quite a bit of time. I'll just be sitting there with them or even by myself and know that I'm in love with them. I just don't remember the point when it happened. That probably doesn't matter, but it's still something I think about. What made me fall in love at that moment? And what does being in love really mean? So far, I feel like it's just an addiction. The same way one can be addicted to actual drugs or food or anything else. I believe the heightened senses a person gets from another person, causes one to "fall in love." It isn't immediate. As no addiction that I know of is immediate. It takes constant, consistent doses of the same drug. I don't even think it's necessary to enjoy the drug all the time...and that's how people fall in love with "the wrong person." Having love taken from you is similar to being in withdrawal.

This strangely makes sense to me...

What a life we live...

Selfish Deeds

Even in my brightest times you manage to bring me to tears without even being here. It used to be the opposite. You brought a smile to my face when I wasn't feeling okay, but now you only seem to appear when no one else is near. No one to tell me it's alright or that they love me or hold me tight. Only when I'm most vulnerable and I tell my closest friends I wish I never picked him because now I'm stuck being the victim of his devious plan. I almost gave him my hand in marriage if he woulda asked it he coulda had it, but now he's four fingers short. All I'll give him is the middle. Don't fiddle with my heart. If you can't finish the story, don't start. Every time I think I'm finally done here you come to put out my sun shine...but I'll find better days. I'll find better ways to protect myself from people like you, who do only the most selfish of deeds. But I'll find my rose among the weeds. And you'll just be a bad nightmare in my sea of dreams.

Attraction

This isn't originally mine, and it wasn't in a place I could hit "share" and show you, so I did it as such...

You know, I saw the most interesting show on the Discovery Channel last night.

They were interviewing people who make their living designing attractions for amusement parks like Magic Mountain and Disneyland and Universal Studios. Wouldn't that be a cool way to make a living?

Well, anyway, they were talking about the elements that make up the ideal attraction. They said there are 3 parts to the ideal attraction. First, when you experience the ideal attraction, you feel a state of high arousal. The ideal attraction makes your heart beat faster, and your breathing gets faster and you just feel that amazing rush all over.

And then they said that another part to an ideal attraction is - it's fascinating. You just feel so enthralled that you want to take this ride multiple times; as soon as you get off you want to get back on again.

And they said, finally, the most important element, is a sense of overall safety. That even though the attraction may look a little dangerous, you are certain you are safe... you feel safe because you realize nothing bad can really happen, so that allows you to feel totally free to let go and feel that great arousal again and again and again.

When you imagine how much fun it is to ride a roller coaster or any other kind of amusement park ride .. It’s like as if that ride is climbing up and up, you can feel your heart pounding with excitement, you feel you're breathing faster and faster, sometimes you're even gasping and panting you feel the blood rushing through every part of your body and as that excitement and tension is building and building, you reach the top of the ride and then as it crests, you just release it in a flood of excitement, and sometimes you're screaming you're so turned on.

And you know, afterwards I thought to myself, isn't that the totally accurate description of your ideal attraction to another person. You know that kind of wonderful click right there (right in the center of who you are) that just makes you feel totally drawn to this person and on one hand you feel totally safe and totally comfortable like you were meant to know them and as if you've known them forever.

Cuddle

I wanna cuddle with somebody. It's that simple. I want someone to hold me close and just be there with me. Of course, it can't just be anybody. I don't know who. I just know that's what I want. Someone to show affection to and enjoy being around. I know some people I wouldn't mind it being, but that isn't up to me...yet...