so, dream starts with me laying on my back in a cave that looks like someone made it into somewhat of a house
my knees are propped up and a few people are looking down at me smiling
then one turns and hands me a little baby and immediately i know what's happening. i just had a baby. so i cradle him in my arms just smiling at him and saying hello my baby.
he had a little dark straight hair on his head and was pretty light. maybe as light as my real bf.
and he was round, but not fat. just baby fat and a little round face with plump cheeks
i don't know what i named him.
i kept calling him my baby
so the dream goes on and i feed him and read to him and i'm living in this cave apparently with this tall fairly thin looking guy and another guy that's my brother, but i don't really know either of them
idk how much time passes but the baby is about 1 now.
he can almost walk
he and i and my brother are laying on the bed just talking when the tall guy comes in and says "is he gonna do it today?" so i turn to my son laying next to me on his back
"hey my baby, how are you doing?" and the tall guy starts smiling and kneels down at the edge of the bed
"he looks just like his father"
i frown and at that point i realize i don't know who the father is in the dream. in my mind i don't know, but apparently i should know in the dream. but it was more like i was watching this other me.
and she knew. but i didn't know
and i guessed the father wasn't alive.
so then i rub his little chest and belly as he 's starting to wake up
and then his eyes open really wide
and his chest rises up and i sort of hug him because i'm scared
but he keeps rising until he's upright and floating a few inches above the bed.
and there's a grey glow around him
and his dark eyes are now completely blue. even the white is blue.
and my brother is staring at him scared.
and i'm scared shaking my head
and the tall guy is scared leaning against the corner of a cave wall like he backed away on his knees
and all i'm thinking is "no, my baby. why?" over and over.
then i wake up
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